serious depression

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Things are going well on the out side, but inside I'm just out of it, frustrated, and feel like I'm spinning my wheels and only getting deeper. Don't take drugs and not on steriods.
Couple beers becoming more often, limit to three a day at most, and not when I have to drive.
Watching my kids is great but I've been back to school teaching for less than a week and already getting shit from a few wise-assed crack-heads. This one fucker needs a serious smack in the mouth. I'd jack him up but am afraid I will destroy him. Fucked up.
Getting angry at the people at work as well, bunch of fucking self-ritious dirtbags, running their scams under de name o' de law (theirs).
I needed to channel this energy back to the gym. I haven't lifted for 6 months. I got a gym membership today. My avi was taken today, haven't totally lost it.
Forty-nine, 6', and 254. I have lifted for 29 years but needed a break. Now I think is the time...
Better be, or I'm gonna f'ing destroy something and quick!
 
damn man that sucks with them kids! punk shits. ya mang jump on some test and get nasty on them muscles!! nothing better.. besides a rimjob
 
No doubt, when I don't train for a while I get major depression.....it sucks, the only solution is to get back to ripping the iron.
 
Most probably all this is happening to due to low testosterone levels ( andropause..youre 49 and not exercising).

1. Get back to the gym and start working out.

2, get on TRT and increase it to cycle doses every 4-5 weeks for 8 weeks but never get off the test ..NEVER !!!!,,in other words cruise with TRT doses...im going 2 do this once i hit 40 whether i need it or not..:D

3. Before school ends, grab that sob that punched u in the mouth and fucked his ass up good..i mean there is no way in hell i'd let a little punk get off the hook that easy ..teach him a lesson..
 
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Thanks for the support, but concerning the Test, my doc still has me on clomid so the wife can have another baby. This shit has been going on over a year but we are holding back now because we want a bigger house. On a positive note, my 'nads haven't been this big since high school! I know, I know, not interested, I get that a lot lately.
 
Have you been checked to make sure you have enough healthy 'swimmers?' I'd have for you to waste an entire year when what you are trying to accomplish isn't possible. That said plenty have conceived while on test. HCG will also keep the twins large.
 
I don't know what that is in relation too but that sounds like plenty lol. There are alot of guys who have had successful pregancies while on cycle.
 
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