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frenchBB
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today at the gym , i had a wake up call that reminded me that i am under a heavy treatment that is kepping me alive but does have some nasty sides ! nasty because they are not evident , always !
you have the evident ones , such as being nauseous as a pregnant woman , or the diarheas , but , you have the insidious ones !
first , depression : i often surprise myself almost crying when watching tv programs that show misery , disease ...
then , a continuous tiredness , that can make you feel like shit , even after sleeping a full night !
i am in my third week of a blast , fully loaded , but , today at the gym i was dragging myself as if i was on pct , depleted and having no sleep !
this reminded me that , first i was sick , then then , that the treatment is taking is toll on my recovery abilities ( and i am only working out three days a week , eod ) !
then , your body is not able to use the food as efficiently as it should ( less proteins absorption , get fat more easily ...)
loss of libido ( my wife is very patient with me on this , after having knowing me able to perfrom every day !) , erection disfonction ...
but , it is worth to fight through all this , first , because life is worth it , then , for the bodybuilder hiv out there , progress can still be made , and i will show you soon with new pics !
you will be proud of you lil'frenchbb !
if you have people around you going through heavy hiv treatment , help them to keep the head up , it is not an easy journey , but , good family and friends make it worth it ! such as you the people i will certainly never meet but who did gave me support !
THANKS TO ALL !
you have the evident ones , such as being nauseous as a pregnant woman , or the diarheas , but , you have the insidious ones !
first , depression : i often surprise myself almost crying when watching tv programs that show misery , disease ...
then , a continuous tiredness , that can make you feel like shit , even after sleeping a full night !
i am in my third week of a blast , fully loaded , but , today at the gym i was dragging myself as if i was on pct , depleted and having no sleep !
this reminded me that , first i was sick , then then , that the treatment is taking is toll on my recovery abilities ( and i am only working out three days a week , eod ) !
then , your body is not able to use the food as efficiently as it should ( less proteins absorption , get fat more easily ...)
loss of libido ( my wife is very patient with me on this , after having knowing me able to perfrom every day !) , erection disfonction ...
but , it is worth to fight through all this , first , because life is worth it , then , for the bodybuilder hiv out there , progress can still be made , and i will show you soon with new pics !
you will be proud of you lil'frenchbb !
if you have people around you going through heavy hiv treatment , help them to keep the head up , it is not an easy journey , but , good family and friends make it worth it ! such as you the people i will certainly never meet but who did gave me support !
THANKS TO ALL !
