P. Bateman was right

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mrhtbd said:
He made the suggestion I talk to someone, so I did. Talked to the man I can always depend on to give me a mature perspective; the man in the mirror.
Told the man, "I want to keep running, go dancing, and search for the edge."
He said back, "You're already on the edge, and if it's excitement you want, you already have it."
I asked, "Where do I go from here?"
MITM: "Be yourself, stop trying to please anybody, take the reigns and start driving instead of being driven."

Hmmm...so yesterday, I came into work hard and wearing a red dress shirt and red tie, ready for battle. I laid into two teachers, first off who have (because of their inefficiencies and practices) been making my work harder, then I laid into my advisory, even kicked one guy out, the biggest guy, for being out of uniform (besides that, he's an asshole).

When I got to the accommodation room I laid down the law in no uncertain terms. There were a lot of disgruntled people, but when they disobeyed, I gave them administrative detention after school, cut and dry. Failure to show up is suspension, end of story.
All, told, I wrote 15 of those, and the classes became so quiet you could hear a pin drop.
The word got out. By the end of the day, I barely had to say anything.

In all, I would like to thank P. Bateman and Lokedogg for keeping it real. They helped me dig beneath the veneer into my core. I did some serious soul searching as a result. The process was painful but I figured things out.
Like I always thought, this place is great therapy.

Last night I got new Calvin Klein jeans. Had them on when the wife came in. I modeled them for her and asked if she liked them. She said "They look a bit tight in the thighs, how do you like them?" I pulled the tags off andsaid, "Well, I like them." She said, "They're yours now."
I was feeling bold and told her, "We are going to have sex this weekend. Hell or high water, we are going to make the time." She smiled, obviously she liked the idea.

Later, at our daughter's dance class, I ran my finger lightly over her cheek and said, "All the hard work of walking and dieting you've been doing has brought out a nice line on your cheeks and emphasized your beautiful jaw line." "That's one of the things that attracted me to you in the first place." I put my arm around her, rubbing her back, he snuggled next to me and leaned close. Nothing else had to be said. This is good, very good, and last night we made plans together to go to the Carnival Friday night and Fort Mifflin on Saturday... Obviously, she married me because she loved me, I had to rediscover that and find a way to let her back in to my world. It's going to be a great day! I'm wearing red again;)
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Now there's the fuckin' man baby, good show.

Can't please 'em all.
 
dude , just do and post whatever the fuck you want..who cares what anybody thinks..Enjoy your life..leave your dreams..you only get one chance...Im gonna be 70 one day( if i make it ) and i dont wanna look back and regret shit or ask myself what if..
 
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