BikerTrash
Vet
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This is my ramblings,Read if you wish .
Who are we ? I mean really ? We are Men ,strong men who have strong will power ,strong desire to achieve what other men and most of society will never venture to ackomplish or will try and fail , for we are powerful men who have the desire and will to tackle anything and everything and to squash anything in our paths ...BUT....who are we really ?
What I mean is, Our outer shells are firm , veins popping out and some tattoed ,most with muscles buldging out everywhere and traps that look like mountians on our stocky frames .....BUT....
Deep inside our hard outer shell is a weakness, a soft heart with a mindset to help others even in our own ruffest times, whether it be financially or mental struggles within ourselves we still have a weakness,a soft heart per say for others .....and want to help those who have less..............
I often find myself asking myself and the closest of my friend this same question over and over agian with no real answer ...below is the question .....
How can a Man who has everything he wants or needs in life still have a empty feeling of something is missing???????
That is a deep question with no correct answer in my opinion and that is a question I struggle with daily in my life.....
All year around I feel guilty for having what I have ,although I enjoy the items I have and the life I live , I still find myself struggling that others have little to none and do without .........
Now some of you may be saying to yourselfs ,,,that you dont feel that way but I call it bluff , We all have this weakness for others,,,,,
Just the other day I picked up a homeless man , not a drunk whino but a actuall homeless man with no heat , no electricity and no running water and I have known of this man for quite some time .I took him to town and got his grocerys for him , some lantern oil and several other things to get him by for awhile during this winter, I know where he resides and stays and calls his home but it is in fact not a home .I got him 14 gallons of water and a ton of grocerys , along with toothpaste and other things , Does this help ease my mind ,,,,,yes but it is not a solution or a cure for the folks who do without ,,,most folks say well he could get a job and take care of himself but ,,,,that is not the case with all folks, this man is socially unacceptable and is better off for himself and others outside of city limits ,So again , what is the answer or solution other than to contiune to let him live his life the way he lives it .......
Every year closer to the holiday season It really starts to hit me , I mean badly . I see handicap folks shaking a bell for the red cross or untied way collecting money for folks who need but reality will show you that the very folks shaking the bell in the freezing cold are the exact folks who need the money while we all sit in the comfort of our well furnished homes.
Its touching to me ,makes me wanna do more for the folks who truely need the help .
The questions agian arrises , WHO are WE? This hardcore outer looking mean shell is just that , it is a barrier we have built so folks avoid us and leave us alone .
We go through lives working hard to gather and gain and prosper for our familys and we do the daily struggles and fight through them and overcome any issues regardless of how tuff or overbaring they may seem,
I guess where I am going with this is , Regardless of how tuff or big or muscly we are, We all have a inner soft kind caring heart for those who have less and need help .
Im getting close to the end of this story so bare with me .
4 weeks ago I started having terrible chest pains,Felt as if I was being stabbed over and over again on the left side of my chest and towards the front and they would come and go throughout the day and night ,
The pressure on my chest was like an elephant standing on me and no relief , I went to doctors and they did an EKG and immediatly told me to go to ER , I said nope........Im paying you to figuire out my issues so they drew blood , other tests and etc and I went home with a series of tests scheduled for the rest of the week .
I did all the tests , Stress Tests , Echo ,MRI ,catscan etc and 3 weeks ago they found one of the valves only working 46% ...so they put me on meds to get it through for more testing .....
Last Monday I went in for more in depth testing and they have found the left side of my heart enlarged and swollen again with that valve only functioning at 46% so this seems to complicate the issue as well ,. Im tired and weak most of the time and skin seems to have a pale color , And those who know me ,,,know im always dark skinned.lol.
Anyhow regardless of what or how they fix the issue or what path the doctors decide to take to fix me up and make me better agian ,the morol of this story is just this ..........
It takes a strong and powerfull man to walk with his chest out and shoulders broad , It takes a strong man to overcome what life throws at him and to concur .We all have a hard outer shell but with that is this ...
No matter how strong ,bold, tattoed and mean looking ,,,,,It only takes a few words from a Doctor with test results in his hand to bring a grown mean man to Tears......
With all that ramble being said ,,,,I hope that you all take away from this long drawn out story to help others who need help ,help those who are less fortunate than yourself in anyway you can .
Give a blanket to someone or buy them dinner . Help a handicap person do there chores or anything . Please help those who have less than we do and open up to those who need our help .
In my opinion these actions do not show weakness , rather it just shows your that much of a stronger man , Makes you a bigger man to be able to help those who need help .
These actions give me a feeling that no drug could ever supply a man .A feeling of Strongness . A happy feeling , A feeling that nothing in this world can bring you .....
whether you agree or disagree is not important to me , the point of all this is cherish what you have but also help someone who doesnt . End of ramble . '
Who are we ? I mean really ? We are Men ,strong men who have strong will power ,strong desire to achieve what other men and most of society will never venture to ackomplish or will try and fail , for we are powerful men who have the desire and will to tackle anything and everything and to squash anything in our paths ...BUT....who are we really ?
What I mean is, Our outer shells are firm , veins popping out and some tattoed ,most with muscles buldging out everywhere and traps that look like mountians on our stocky frames .....BUT....
Deep inside our hard outer shell is a weakness, a soft heart with a mindset to help others even in our own ruffest times, whether it be financially or mental struggles within ourselves we still have a weakness,a soft heart per say for others .....and want to help those who have less..............
I often find myself asking myself and the closest of my friend this same question over and over agian with no real answer ...below is the question .....
How can a Man who has everything he wants or needs in life still have a empty feeling of something is missing???????
That is a deep question with no correct answer in my opinion and that is a question I struggle with daily in my life.....
All year around I feel guilty for having what I have ,although I enjoy the items I have and the life I live , I still find myself struggling that others have little to none and do without .........
Now some of you may be saying to yourselfs ,,,that you dont feel that way but I call it bluff , We all have this weakness for others,,,,,
Just the other day I picked up a homeless man , not a drunk whino but a actuall homeless man with no heat , no electricity and no running water and I have known of this man for quite some time .I took him to town and got his grocerys for him , some lantern oil and several other things to get him by for awhile during this winter, I know where he resides and stays and calls his home but it is in fact not a home .I got him 14 gallons of water and a ton of grocerys , along with toothpaste and other things , Does this help ease my mind ,,,,,yes but it is not a solution or a cure for the folks who do without ,,,most folks say well he could get a job and take care of himself but ,,,,that is not the case with all folks, this man is socially unacceptable and is better off for himself and others outside of city limits ,So again , what is the answer or solution other than to contiune to let him live his life the way he lives it .......
Every year closer to the holiday season It really starts to hit me , I mean badly . I see handicap folks shaking a bell for the red cross or untied way collecting money for folks who need but reality will show you that the very folks shaking the bell in the freezing cold are the exact folks who need the money while we all sit in the comfort of our well furnished homes.
Its touching to me ,makes me wanna do more for the folks who truely need the help .
The questions agian arrises , WHO are WE? This hardcore outer looking mean shell is just that , it is a barrier we have built so folks avoid us and leave us alone .
We go through lives working hard to gather and gain and prosper for our familys and we do the daily struggles and fight through them and overcome any issues regardless of how tuff or overbaring they may seem,
I guess where I am going with this is , Regardless of how tuff or big or muscly we are, We all have a inner soft kind caring heart for those who have less and need help .
Im getting close to the end of this story so bare with me .
4 weeks ago I started having terrible chest pains,Felt as if I was being stabbed over and over again on the left side of my chest and towards the front and they would come and go throughout the day and night ,
The pressure on my chest was like an elephant standing on me and no relief , I went to doctors and they did an EKG and immediatly told me to go to ER , I said nope........Im paying you to figuire out my issues so they drew blood , other tests and etc and I went home with a series of tests scheduled for the rest of the week .
I did all the tests , Stress Tests , Echo ,MRI ,catscan etc and 3 weeks ago they found one of the valves only working 46% ...so they put me on meds to get it through for more testing .....
Last Monday I went in for more in depth testing and they have found the left side of my heart enlarged and swollen again with that valve only functioning at 46% so this seems to complicate the issue as well ,. Im tired and weak most of the time and skin seems to have a pale color , And those who know me ,,,know im always dark skinned.lol.
Anyhow regardless of what or how they fix the issue or what path the doctors decide to take to fix me up and make me better agian ,the morol of this story is just this ..........
It takes a strong and powerfull man to walk with his chest out and shoulders broad , It takes a strong man to overcome what life throws at him and to concur .We all have a hard outer shell but with that is this ...
No matter how strong ,bold, tattoed and mean looking ,,,,,It only takes a few words from a Doctor with test results in his hand to bring a grown mean man to Tears......
With all that ramble being said ,,,,I hope that you all take away from this long drawn out story to help others who need help ,help those who are less fortunate than yourself in anyway you can .
Give a blanket to someone or buy them dinner . Help a handicap person do there chores or anything . Please help those who have less than we do and open up to those who need our help .
In my opinion these actions do not show weakness , rather it just shows your that much of a stronger man , Makes you a bigger man to be able to help those who need help .
These actions give me a feeling that no drug could ever supply a man .A feeling of Strongness . A happy feeling , A feeling that nothing in this world can bring you .....
whether you agree or disagree is not important to me , the point of all this is cherish what you have but also help someone who doesnt . End of ramble . '
