Well I've found that I could post pix of a thousand points of proof, only to turn around a day, a week, a month, year later and see something posted it wasn't as I proved it was. When a pic IS posted it has to be followed up by another as, a finer point is picked apart. In the end you've find out some bastard just had you jumping hoops like a circus poodle. For someone like me who's spent his whole life making sure my word meant something, it's really distressing- you go through heaven and hell to see it discredited in under 5 minutes. Let's talk fat and drugs! Fat is a subjective term. For someone such as myself who is not drugged up, 44y/o, works out for combination strength,look,endurance- how I look is not fat or even bloated. In fact I'm in damn great shape for any non-drug using person of my peer group, as well as to 2 decades younger(and more than half the fuckers on shit). However from a drug using body building angle - yes I'm fat! No doubt about it. Lacking in that critical judgemental definition of 'chiseled' and 'cut'. But just as you mentioned about your being off eating what you want; I'm not going to make the sacrifices and risk to get that way. It would be narcissism to the fucking nth degree, not to mention incredibly stupid. I eat pretty much how and what I want. But in a healthy way. The only extremities is the cycling of protein and carbs at varying times. And with that being said- more power to anyone who choses to make all the sacrifices and take all the legal risks to play that game. What I AM is a man who would go through an enormous amount of pain to keep his word. I'm also in the type of shape for preparedness in the event of a surprise challenge. Throughout a 4 decade span(even as a child) I have felt it very important to keep my word! I never understood the liars of this world I've encountered. I really don't think I will ever understand that mentality. All that has ever been required for anyone to have a productive interaction with me is to just fucking keep it real!