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mrhtbd
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I don't know what is happening to me lately. I don't follow "the path" anymore, I buck the line, skip two spaces and backtread mullifications over and over again.
What the hell?
Sometimes I don't know if I'm coming, going, or "riding the fine line between here and there" (as I said to my Father, back in '83, as to why I sat on the porch from 2 to 5 AM without moving an inch!)!
Always interesting, though, are my compulsions; my inner drives geared towards the satisfaction of some urge.
I've had good ones and bad ones, but lately, my main compulsion is to go to the gym.
I have gone twice a day several times in the past week and caught myself in the temptation today. I thought I would throw out a help line, because if I give in to the sudden and indominable urge to basically live in the gym, even though I see the most practical benefit of the reintegration and forming of mass once lost, the question remains, "but will I lose myself?" HINT: That's the point.
Anyway, visions of past lives flash before my eyes... Remember when we followed th Arnold Advanced split training program as laid out in Arnolds Encyclipedia? Yeah, anyone? You remember those 2 - 3 hour workouts don't you? Then you figured, hey, I can knock this out in 2-1 1/2 hr workouts, and so the split was born.
So I have all this stuff to do and just want to go back to the gym. OK, 10x10 legs morning, wha's Arnie's book says? Do chest back in the evening, sweet, back on "the path!"
What the hell?
Sometimes I don't know if I'm coming, going, or "riding the fine line between here and there" (as I said to my Father, back in '83, as to why I sat on the porch from 2 to 5 AM without moving an inch!)!
Always interesting, though, are my compulsions; my inner drives geared towards the satisfaction of some urge.
I've had good ones and bad ones, but lately, my main compulsion is to go to the gym.
I have gone twice a day several times in the past week and caught myself in the temptation today. I thought I would throw out a help line, because if I give in to the sudden and indominable urge to basically live in the gym, even though I see the most practical benefit of the reintegration and forming of mass once lost, the question remains, "but will I lose myself?" HINT: That's the point.
Anyway, visions of past lives flash before my eyes... Remember when we followed th Arnold Advanced split training program as laid out in Arnolds Encyclipedia? Yeah, anyone? You remember those 2 - 3 hour workouts don't you? Then you figured, hey, I can knock this out in 2-1 1/2 hr workouts, and so the split was born.
So I have all this stuff to do and just want to go back to the gym. OK, 10x10 legs morning, wha's Arnie's book says? Do chest back in the evening, sweet, back on "the path!"
