bro life is what u make of it and nothing has carried u anywhere...u have carried ur self to where u are now. where u end up depends solely on the desires of your heart and determination of your mind bro
so whats holding u back. bro this world is like a computer...its an "input/output" machine...if u only put shit in it guess what it gives u back...right--shit! but if u put time and effort in to it u will certainly earn it back, i mean unless the system crashes which is likely these days