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black7

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i hate how when my room mate has sex and in between sessions he likes to get dressed and come out in to the living room or computer room gasping for air cause he is fat and out of shape and wants to tell me how great it is... like i give a fuck...

i mean i am all for getting laid but i dont brag about it...
 
on a side note i am fucking depressed, insomia, and loss of appetite...

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me... i thought about going to a shrink or a doctor...

my workout are suffering because of it...i need a change in scenery...something...
 
yo im depressed all the time
but drs wont help
u just gotta sit back and ask yourself what the source of it is, then see what u can do personally to fix it
 
Nigbo said:
yo im depressed all the time
but drs wont help
u just gotta sit back and ask yourself what the source of it is, then see what u can do personally to fix it
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maybe pills to make me forget??

fuck man.. just seems like life is passing me by... i want so much but have so little..

i reant a room in a shit hole trailer and only own a PC, a gym membership, a car and a bed...and some clothes thats to big for me...

no furniture... no TV no nothing.... FUCK IT

i want to go back to school... i think i will in the fall... i gotta do something...my life i can sum up my life in one sentence...well not sentence.. but its this..

work, gym, eat, sleep, repeat... WTF
 
fuck pills dude
like is fucked my friend, u just gotta deal with it

we all want shit we cant have, u just gotta enjoy what u have man as bad as it sounds

your bitchin about a trailer, just think about the people who have less my friend

black7 said:
maybe pills to make me forget??

fuck man.. just seems like life is passing me by... i want so much but have so little..

i reant a room in a shit hole trailer and only own a PC, a gym membership, a car and a bed...and some clothes thats to big for me...

no furniture... no TV no nothing.... FUCK IT

i want to go back to school... i think i will in the fall... i gotta do something...my life i can sum up my life in one sentence...well not sentence.. but its this..

work, gym, eat, sleep, repeat... WTF
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not to sound cliche, but first thing you need to do is start thinking positively. Not all Tony Little retarded positive. Just start by setting some short term goals. Very easy, short term goals that are attainable with just a bit of effort. Then move on to bigger and better things.

Sometimes in life you have to wade thru shit to come out smelling like roses. Ironic, yes. But no one can fix your issues except you.

Don't search for answers... create solutions!!
 
Nigbo said:
fuck pills dude
like is fucked my friend, u just gotta deal with it

we all want shit we cant have, u just gotta enjoy what u have man as bad as it sounds

your bitchin about a trailer, just think about the people who have less my friend
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yea i know dude.. it is selfish... i dont forget to look at that... but i do have less..this shit i rent...

and you are right... i do need to be thankful i do have a chance to make it better...

i am not crying out for attention... i just forget sometimes people have problems like me sometimes and 89% of the time shittier problems at that... but lately this shit has been getting to me.. i wanted to vent... sorry
 
believe me dude, your just a little fucked up i understand that for sure dude

like rj said u jsut gotta think positive as possible

black7 said:
yea i know dude.. it is selfish... i dont forget to look at that... but i do have less..this shit i rent...

and you are right... i do need to be thankful i do have a chance to make it better...

i am not crying out for attention... i just forget sometimes people have problems like me sometimes and 89% of the time shittier problems at that... but lately this shit has been getting to me.. i wanted to vent... sorry
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black7 said:
i hate how when my room mate has sex and in between sessions he likes to get dressed and come out in to the living room or computer room gasping for air cause he is fat and out of shape and wants to tell me how great it is... like i give a fuck...

i mean i am all for getting laid but i dont brag about it...
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haha sounds like my dumbass friends. I get tired of putting them in their place, the "hot chick with big tits" always ends up being some fat hillbilly

black7 said:
on a side note i am fucking depressed, insomia, and loss of appetite...

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me... i thought about going to a shrink or a doctor...

my workout are suffering because of it...i need a change in scenery...something...
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talking to someone may help. Ive been wanting to go see a shrink for years just to try to understand why I think of things the certain way I do. Really, thats most of what makes us so unhappy in our lives. I envy happy people that can keep a good mindset through bad times. We kindof self teach ourselves to be negative I guess..even though we really have it damn good when you think about it. Everyday you live really is a gift. And no matter how alone you feel theres ALWAYS someone somewhere that cares about you. Damn I rant alot lol..but hit me up sugar titties if you need to talk. Really man..I wouldnt mind at all :J Smiles:
 
black7 said:
work, gym, eat, sleep, repeat... WTF
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HEY! wtf is wrong with that lol my life is the exact same sentence and i am just aok with that lol seriously have you thought about maybe St Johns or SAMe? could help you out til you get your head together.... I suggest the SAMe.... works faster then the St Johns
 
hang in there black youll be alrite buddy.. i have the same problems as you im out of college but im working a shitty job and have no money.. things get better though.. its all about your mindset.. try thinking more posotive.. lifes tough...
 
What you need to do is start writing down what you want to accomplish (goals if you will).

If you don't know what you want, you will stay depressed and miserable.

Just make a list of things you want to do, both short term and long term, then prioritize them, and then figure out how you're going to accomplish them.

Sounds stupid? You got nothing to lose by trying and obviously your way ain't working.

PUT IT ON PAPER
 
Vegas Kid said:
What you need to do is start writing down what you want to accomplish (goals if you will).

If you don't know what you want, you will stay depressed and miserable.

Just make a list of things you want to do, both short term and long term, then prioritize them, and then figure out how you're going to accomplish them.

Sounds stupid? You got nothing to lose by trying and obviously your way ain't working.

PUT IT ON PAPER
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Thats some good advice man.. im actually gone try this myself
 
It worked in sales, worked in life.

Don't know why, it just works...
 
black7 said:
on a side note i am fucking depressed, insomia, and loss of appetite...

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me... i thought about going to a shrink or a doctor...

my workout are suffering because of it...i need a change in scenery...something...
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Maybe it is because you are jealous of your roommate and it keeps you up at night thinking and wishing you were him, he seems fat but happy ......... :D

black7 said:
fuck man.. just seems like life is passing me by... i want so much but have so little..

i rent a room in a shit hole trailer and only own a PC, a gym membership, a car and a bed...and some clothes thats to big for me...

no furniture... no TV no nothing.... FUCK IT

i want to go back to school... i think i will in the fall... i gotta do something...my life i can sum up my life in one sentence...well not sentence.. but its this..

work, gym, eat, sleep, repeat... WTF
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How old are you ??????

And just going back to school is not necessarily going to make you happy. Like RJH said you have to have some goals. Things to look forward to and things to accomplish in life. He gave you some wise advise there.
 
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Ms.Wetback said:
Maybe it is because you are jealous of your roommate and it keeps you up at night thinking and wishing you were him, he seems fat but happy ......... :D



How old are you ??????

And just going back to school is not necessarily going to make you happy. Like RJH said you have to have some goals. Things to look forward to and things to accomplish in life. He gave you some wise advise there.
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26... GETTING BACK INTO SCHOOL IS ONE GOAL I SET THIS YEAR..sorry for caps
 
black7 said:
on a side note i am fucking depressed, insomia, and loss of appetite...

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me... i thought about going to a shrink or a doctor...
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GO TO A DOCTOR. You will have people tell you that you don't need medication for severe depression, and they are full of shit. I avoided medication for most of my life thinking that "it was for the weak." As a result, I was miserable most of the time.
 
eyblack homie..you good bro..i went through a realy rough time about a year ago..no body really knew about it..every one thought i lived the life but behind all that i was doing stupid shit and trying to throw everything in the back of my head.. i dont think this is the case with you but bro its life man an you just gotta deal with it and think positively. and like RJ said, make some realistic short term goals and base off that.

you got other friends or fam where your at?
 
just your transformation in its self is such a positive change bro. Just enjoy life and take it for wat its worth
 
black7 said:
26... GETTING BACK INTO SCHOOL IS ONE GOAL I SET THIS YEAR..sorry for caps
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Check out my school. It is half the price of the other online schools, and yet you learn more there. Google American Military University. You can spend 3-4 hours a week going full time so it is totally doable while working full time. And no you don't have to be prior military to go.
 
Cruci said:
GO TO A DOCTOR. You will have people tell you that you don't need medication for severe depression, and they are full of shit. I avoided medication for most of my life thinking that "it was for the weak." As a result, I was miserable most of the time.
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its true bro..sometimes medicine is wat you need. my dad lost his marriage with my mom of 28 years due to his fukin mood swings and attitude and went to a good doctor about 2 years ago and has totally changed his ways and now our relationship has never been better
 
Cruci said:
Check out my school. It is half the price of the other online schools, and yet you learn more there. Google American Military University. You can spend 3-4 hours a week going full time so it is totally doable while working full time. And no you don't have to be prior military to go.
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Actually Baker College is a lot cheaper and is also fully accredited.

https://www.baker.edu/


Baker tuition:
http://www.baker.edu/departments/busoffice/tuitionchrgs.cfm

American Military Tuition:
http://www.amu.apus.edu/TuitionandFees/index.html
 
you don't need a dr to get on pills just yet, start with a therapist. just talking about shit can set you straight.

good luck bro!
 
i kinda actually want to attend a school to enjoy the social aspect of it.. there is a nice night school in my area owned by Auburn University I have my sights set on... I dont want to go to school just to be social though... thanks for all your replies people.. I know when there is no where else to turn I can talk to yall... Even though I never met none of you personally
 
black7 said:
i kinda actually want to attend a school to enjoy the social aspect of it.. there is a nice night school in my area owned by Auburn University I have my sights set on... I dont want to go to school just to be social though... thanks for all your replies people.. I know when there is no where else to turn I can talk to yall... Even though I never met none of you personally
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advice is advice home boy
most of us just aim to help others
 
Just find something to study at school that interests you, then the time in class is much more rewarding
 
If i was his room mate and he came out gasping and telling me how good it was i would be like wow for real let me go see
 
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