My last was 4-28-06. 1gm/test + 1gm/tren enanthate- then busted 6-15-06, bonded out 2 weeks later conception 9-22-06. I was off by about 5 months- closer to 4mos if you figure in post injection lag time. Tell ya, tren made me horny as fuck constantly hard. Way more than testo did. But when I went off after those doses I felt castrated for 2 solid months. About the 3rd month it started coming back. Pretty fucking horrible shit especially kicking a 10 year xanax habit with everything crashing and caving in at once. Fucking multitude of law enforcement over looked a bottle of proviron. But then they come back 30 days later on the conspiracy they had held back. And busted me with those(which my lawyer got thrown out). Anyhow point is, dick just barely out of the dirt with years of juicing with the fucking Mack Daddy of all roids(king sized doses) and under 5mos @ 41 y/o I got a child on the way. I knew the legend of juicers throwing off girls so her gender wasn't a surprise. That little girl saved my life too. I was ready to give up, lost EVERYTHING I had built for years. The fucking phone rang all day long with bill collectors. Irs wanting their money,foreclosure,lean on house, property tax,lawyer from Miami wanting money for a custody battle I couldn't fight. Mortguage co suing for failure to have insurance, license expired, tried going to church to seek God and found the cops following me and even sitting through church services(they ride you hard when you won't be their bitch). Crazy racing thoughts from withdrawal. Broke and little food. Funny I paid enough taxes for 20 families and we apply for food stamps a we got $95 total for a 2 months. No sleep for 4-5 days in a row, then one nights sleep and back again. Constantly popping up in the newspaper every time someone got busted for drugs they had to recap MY bust. It totally fucked up selling the house. On & on it went. No fucking rest for the wicked took on a surreal meaning. I had decided to just walk down to the highway and step in front of a semi when she said, "I'm pregnant." That little girl gave me a reason to be alive.
..........Z
