Take NOTHING for granted!............

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Well fuck me.As i sit here and type this,.i was just discharged from the hospital.At my age(33) never thought this wouild happen....had a Stroke FRI night...took me by surprise bigtime.I get admitted and they did all kinds of tests.MRI,X-Ray,CT.blood work,TEE...the whole nine fuckin yards.,...MRI showed damage to left side of my brain,posterior...which in turn fucked up my eyesight in my right eye and my equilibrium/balance is shot,,,forgive me if my writing is fucked up,its really hard to vierw nmy computer screen.]
A little backtoubnd on me...been trasining since i was 12 uears old,martial arts,boxing andf finally weightligting when i turned 18...ALWAYS been very active....There was a time where i did abouse certain substances 10 plus tyears ago...and im wondering if it finally caught up with me..i will never know.....just when things were gettingh a little better for me,this shit happens to me and putsd me back 2 steps....err...so now the doctor says the damage is most likely permanent and m technincally disabl;ed....aint that a bitch!...I guess im writing this to let people know that please cherish everyday as if it were your last,cherish your sight,your health and yourself..im not a very open person...im very private however i felt i needed rto post this as a means of me venting i suppose..im a little worried ,sad and pissed off all at once...id rather be deaf than fucjking blind in one eye anyday,,,i guess it could have been worseL)....................Zerker
 
Damn Zerk I'm really sorry to hear that bro. Do they say it's permenent
 
I'm so sorry man :( I hope things get better soon. Keep us updated
 
oh wow hopefully the doctors are wrong.... the brain has a tendancy to find work arounds... good luck man feel better fast
 
aries115 said:
Damn Zerk I'm really sorry to hear that bro. Do they say it's permenent[/QUOTE

Well thats the thing...the neurologist said it wont imoprove the other doctor said it MAY improve with time...i try to remain positve............
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Sadie said:
oh wow hopefully the doctors are wrong.... the brain has a tendancy to find work arounds... good luck man feel better fast
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I tend to afgree with you...i hope my brain will adapt and i will adapt to the changes........thank you.........Z
 
So sorry to hear this Zerk ............. di strokes run in the family ?????
And how much did you "abuse" over the years ............ just curious.
 
i'm sorry to hear that man... you are right, i should not take anything for granted
 
damn bro..stay positive . im pretty sure it's gonna get better.
 
well if you read my story you know how I feel.There is more to life then being big and huge.My wife and I sit down tonight and had a long talk and I cried and cried and told her I was so sorry for putting bbing before her all these years and how I abused the stuff that i did.She told me how badly she wanted kids and how she was afraid now we wouldnt have them and that if we did I wouldnt spend time with them because I was so consumed with bbing.It broke my heart to hear her say these things and really put me back to earth as if I wasnt already after liver surgery.
 
damn, very sorry to hear this... at 33? tragic! best of luck to a positive outcome and recovery, stay positive!
 
Ms.Wetback said:
So sorry to hear this Zerk ............. di strokes run in the family ?????
And how much did you "abuse" over the years ............ just curious.
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no thtas the thing they dont run in the family...hoe=wever ive beeb a heavy JUICER fir 12 years:)...u look real good however my insdudes suffered im sure,,,,,niw i have otgher priorities,,,staying healthy,,,JUICE freee,,,,the only way to do it,,,,i wanna be around for a while:)....and to all u HEAVY juicers iyt there,,,dont be so hard headeaded to thing the shit wont catrch up to you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,anyone need any extras:)...im cashing out my stock!................:) God Bless.............Zerker
 
Man I am sorry to hear that happened to you. Its strange that your are having vision trouble since its the occipital lobe that controls your vision. Maybe that was damaged as well. I wish you the best of luck and hope you make a speedy recovery
 
ZERKER said:
no thtas the thing they dont run in the family...however ive been a heavy JUICER for 12 years:)...u look real good however my insides suffered im sure,,,,,now i have other priorities,,,staying healthy,,,JUICE free,,,,the only way to do it,,,,i wanna be around for a while:)....and to all u HEAVY juicers out there,,,dont be so hard headed to think the shit wont catch up to you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,anyone need any extras:)...im cashing out my stock!................:) God Bless.............Zerker
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OK makes sense ................ I wish people would learn running these crazy cycles are just not worth it in the long run.

Thanks for the honesty.
 
Very sorry to hear bro... thank you for sharing though it will help others... I'll keep you in my prayers bro and hope that the docs are wrong... with determination anything is possible
 
USNCTT said:
Man I am sorry to hear that happened to you. Its strange that your are having vision trouble since its the occipital lobe that controls your vision. Maybe that was damaged as well. I wish you the best of luck and hope you make a speedy recovery
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Exactly...it affected the occipital lobe,left side,which in turn fucked up my right eye...thank u for the kind words...im trying to stay positive...........Z
 
-JP- said:
Very sorry to hear bro... thank you for sharing though it will help others... I'll keep you in my prayers bro and hope that the docs are wrong... with determination anything is possible
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Yeh i hope some will take this to heart and not do stupid ass cycles and never take time off in between...your body can only take so much before shit breaks down......Z
 
Sadie said:
oh wow hopefully the doctors are wrong.... the brain has a tendancy to find work arounds... good luck man feel better fast
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Yeh,many nurses told me the brain has a way of comensating and adapting...time will tell...thahnk you.......Z
 
OLYMPIAN said:
damn bro..stay positive . im pretty sure it's gonna get better.
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Thanks,,,i have to look at the bright side..could have been worse i suppose,just throws a wrench into my plans..fucked up thing is i dont have insurance man,just started my new job and benefits didnt kick in yet...err just my luck,fucking 80,000 bill.....oh well...if it wasnt for bad luck,id have none:)............Z
 
i know you'll still be pretty fuckin big w/out the juice too. take care of yourself zerk
 
Sucks about the stroke, but it appears that you will be better. Remember that doc's can only assume how the human body will react.

I'm guessing that with a strong mind and positive outlook you will be back to "normal" before you know it.
 
Vegas Kid said:
Sucks about the stroke, but it appears that you will be better. Remember that doc's can only assume how the human body will react.

I'm guessing that with a strong mind and positive outlook you will be back to "normal" before you know it.
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Thats exactly the mindset im trying to have...just sucks so now im on disability and that doesnt pay shit:(...oh well could have been worse......Z
 
Hey bro not sure where you live but I wanted to mention to you a eye care facility that is amazing. A while back I was diagnosed with a eye disease that slowly pushes your cornea increasing a bad stigmatism and I researched and researched for the best... Luckily for me the best was real close.... Its a place called Wills Eye Center in Philadelphia. All they do is specialize on things with eyes and are truly some of the best. They helped me out a lot. Not sure if this could help you or not but if want a second opinion they are very very highly regarded.
 
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