I know I'll never compete like I say I will but I love to train and see how far I can push my body to the limit. All I can say is that training has kept me and my life in check. Why do I use gear? I use it because I know how and when to use it. I keep total control of how I use gear. When I'm back in the states I go to my doctor to check all levels. She is never happy when I tell her what I've been doing(my doctor). I feel that while I'm in the middle east(iraq/afghan) I must be in top condition to be prepared for whatever is thrown upon me. I've been in the middle east for the last 6 years as a contractor for whoever,but I love my country with all my heart. My last words for 2010 is kill them all and let GOD sort them out. My opinion..........................:yumyum: