miss yes, but not in a way i want to get back with her. more I feel bad for her and know she will likely never find someone like me and I am the one that had to call it quits because i wasnt happy. was with her 7yrs, bit my lip mostly the last 3 years waiting for things to get better but then i had a breakdown and lost it and had to end it. I am still friends with her, talk few times a year. when i left i paid for 6mo of rent and left TV etc. there because I know she couldent afford it. hardest thing i ever did up to that point was leaving her, felt soo bad but it had cost me soo much and shes not a bad person, but negativity every day and depression took its toll on me. and she was rerly ever mean to me, but always complaining and stressing about EVERYTHING and how she wasted her life and not doing what she wants ( she is 10yrs older than me)
anyways, miss and feel bad sure. want to get back with her? NO
poor thing i should call her this week to say hi : /