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mrhtbd
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Haven't posted much lately, needed a break.
Had to recharge the batteries, so to speak.
Been focusing on the family lately.
Also have been trying to get done with house projects, what I can get done while I still can do things with my arm and hand.
Besides my right forearm feeling like there was a spear shaft driven through it, and my right trap feeling like a fourth of July sparkler fizzling constantly, everything is fine.
I have come to terms the pain may never subside, or get better.
In fact, one of the leading hand specialists in the NE told me the pen went through all three muscles controlling my outer fingers on my right hand. This changed the dynamic whereby my tendons around my elbow are pulling differently (I suppose from the scar tissue) and my elbow clicks, misaligns, and throws off the support of my right hand. Constant fatigue, does 't lessen or go away.
So, on with what is on. Been trying to use my left hand more and more, but it's difficult.
Thank goodness I lifted weights for over 30 years, as that training has developed supportive muscles that now come into play.
On a positive note, I've kept off 40 of the 50 pounds I lost a year and a half ago.
I was 215 in Oct 2009, and have been around 220-225 since May 2010.
Biding my time, focusing on the now. I'm confident I'll get over my angst and start lifting again. Matter of time.
Meanwhile, line up them ducks!
Had to recharge the batteries, so to speak.
Been focusing on the family lately.
Also have been trying to get done with house projects, what I can get done while I still can do things with my arm and hand.
Besides my right forearm feeling like there was a spear shaft driven through it, and my right trap feeling like a fourth of July sparkler fizzling constantly, everything is fine.

I have come to terms the pain may never subside, or get better.
In fact, one of the leading hand specialists in the NE told me the pen went through all three muscles controlling my outer fingers on my right hand. This changed the dynamic whereby my tendons around my elbow are pulling differently (I suppose from the scar tissue) and my elbow clicks, misaligns, and throws off the support of my right hand. Constant fatigue, does 't lessen or go away.
So, on with what is on. Been trying to use my left hand more and more, but it's difficult.
Thank goodness I lifted weights for over 30 years, as that training has developed supportive muscles that now come into play.
On a positive note, I've kept off 40 of the 50 pounds I lost a year and a half ago.
I was 215 in Oct 2009, and have been around 220-225 since May 2010.
Biding my time, focusing on the now. I'm confident I'll get over my angst and start lifting again. Matter of time.
Meanwhile, line up them ducks!